Sometimes they are not "bad" they just "hurt"🙏💜 I did once with a very good "friend" her actions hurt so deeply I changed for a moment. It took a lot to understand the disappointment and actions of someone that I dearly loved. Not knowing at the time that the situation was preparing me for something even greater. We don't see clearly what God has mandated in our lives and his teachings are deep. The ill feelings that fostered in my heart manifested in a way that was unknown to me. I talked, complained, and reacted poorly because my heart was trying to reject yet again the feelings of abandonment which is what my friend did to me in my (mind). Even when our friendship was not healthy I could not bear with not talking it out. Sounds weird to many, but when you don't have a lot of families you tend to make your friendships that important to you. If you have ever experienced that you'll understand. The point here is, I needed this, I needed to understand that sometimes when people walk away it is for a much greater reason that we don't understand. I ended this friendship because I knew it was wrong and unhealthy, but I was still mad at her. Angry at her for not caring enough, maybe she did, maybe she was just too afraid and proud to acknowledge her part. Regardless I forgave this person a long, long, time ago, but I was mad mostly for allowing her to make "me" feel this way. To become this hateful person and that is what I couldn't bear. People that didn't understand would tell me "let it go" but what they don't see is that I needed to receive this lesson with a mindful heart and acknowledge the meaning of it in my life. Some people will never change, some will never say I'm sorry, some will even laugh at you for your apology, it's ok. When I realized what the meaning was everything changed, my perspective of the situation, her pain, my pain, my reason, and the reason for all of it. Pray for their happiness, for their pained soul. Once when they are ready to remove their blindfold, they will see and then they will understand the meaning of that lesson. Some situation arises in your life and continue to happen when we have not learned the lesson. You find yourself experiencing similar situations and don't quite understand why??? We will not see a change until we learn from our mistake. Remember mindful thinking, mindful eyes, mindful heart! ✌️ &💜
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